Sunday, March 11, 2012

Today went to Titanic exhibition at Arts Science Museum! Had been wanting to go for this exhibition because it gave an insight to the unsinkable ship and there are many real artifacts recovered from the seabed.

Before entering the exhibition, we were given a boarding pass with names from real people who board the ship. Upon entering, there was this image of the ship's front and we took a photograph, which you need to buy if you want the photo. There was also this floor plan of Titanic which show the location of the different classes (first class or second class etc.) and areas like gyms or library. The name on my boarding pass was on 1st class.

Along in the exhibition was the corridor between the rooms. It was really really beautiful, it felt as though i was really on the ship or as though i was walking in a scene of the 'Titanic' movie. Can't help but secretly snap a photo of it and it is now my home screen in my phone :). They also built a first class room in the exhibition. The bed was like way better than those in hotel rooms i had stayed before! I think it was because the Titanic first class ticket cost around $2k, which is
equivalent to $76K now.... Wah, like who will spent so much on a trip?? No wonder the first class passengers were given priority when the ship sank.

Third class rooms were not so comfotable... It feature 2 bunked bed and 4 people had to squeeze in that bedroom. They can only bath once a week too. But the
worst part was that they can hear those sounds coming from the engines, like what we had heard when we were looking at the third class room. Seriously, i would feel very insecure if i keep hearing those sounds. I don't need to wait for the ship to sink i already worry it will sink. The room cost around $900 in our times.

They also has the Grand Stairs in the exhibition! But cannot climb up the stairs though, just let you climb the stairs to take pictures, which you have to buy if you want to keep the pictures.

The exhibition also has this special place where you
really feel as though you are standing on the ship looking out at the sea. The purpose of that place was to let you feel the moments before the ship hit the iceberg. Because at that place, the temperature was colder and a bit darker than other areas in the exhibition. It really feel like I was on the ship at the middle of the night looking out at the sea.

Next highlight of the exhibition was the 'live' iceberg in which you can really touch the iceberg and feel how cold it was. Now i know why a lot of the passengers die of hypothermia... Especially when ice makes salt water way colder than in freshwater

The exhibition also showed quotes and stories of some people that were on board of the ship, some of them were very touching like there was this woman that didn't leave the ship because her husband didn't leave the ship and she believed "
Like we had lived together, we will die as one" (quoted from what she said).

At the end of the exhibition was a list of people who survived and a list of people who were lost. It was divided into first class, second class, third class passengers and crew members. This was an
anxious moment for us because it was a time when everyone will be searching from the list the name of the people on their boarding pass to know if they had survived. The name on my boarding pass (as well as the name on my sister's and brother's boarding pass) survived!

All in all, the exhition was really spectacular and worth visiting! You really have to visit the exhibition to feel what i had felt at the exhibition and hear the sounds and music that were played in the exhibition!



The iceberg!

I secretly took these photos when the staff were showing them. One photo cost around $25! And they were not nice until it is worth spending so much money on, so i took snapshot of them.

11 March 2012 Sunday.

*~GuiFang~*

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Friday, March 02, 2012

OCD....??

I was on the train way back home when i saw this article on OCD from YahooNews facebook. It caught my attention because it was talking about things I didn't know about OCD... I thought OCD was only about washing hands many many times or crazy about cleanliness. But after reading this article, i thought those symptoms that the woman has sounded familiar.... Like she did some action repeatedly, keep checking the lock...

So i went to further read up about the symptoms that was linked from the same website. And found that the sypmtoms, other than cleanliness, include quite a number of other things.

Quoted from "Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder: How do you know if you have one?", OCD symptoms  include Pathological doubts, e.g, repeatedly thinking "doors are probably not locked’, ‘is the gas on?’, need to do things in a particular way and order leading to slowness in tasks and repeatedly being unable to throw or give away old clothes, books, papers...

After reading that article, I think out of all the symptoms, i hit at least a quarter of them? Especially the part about pathological doubts and don't bear to throw things away...

I think my internship has cause my OCD symptoms to amplify (if i have OCD in the first place). Especially my trainer supervisor (not the lab supervisor). I am so worried something will go wrong whenever I am doing her logistic lists. If i missed out anything, i think i might as well take MC and don't go to work the next day. And i think she is scary in that i think her face can become very black and her hidden warnings behind her sentences. And i seriously suspect she is complaining behind me. Like seriously, can at least tell me where I am wrong what. Don't ask another person to tell me or sth. I see your face i also don't dare to ask you, always give me those "You-don't-know-where-you-are-wrong?-Still-dare-to-ask-me" type of face. Lucky I don't need to face her when I am in the lab, only when need to go school and has to sit in the same car.

Because of that, one logistic list i check like 2 to 3 times before the logistics are brought down. But still I am worried there are things missing.

Like yesterday, there was this school that need sterile water and the logistics were prepared by me only and happen to be hers. Then I am so unlucky that I happen to miss out aliquotting sterile water into the some of microtubes. And it so happen that the extra sterile water was also not enough. When my internship friend told me through whatapp, i was like going into a frenzy + crazy mode. Keep thinking "i am finished, should i sms her and apologise?"... Lucky my friend found sterile water from that school, or esle i think she will confront me today.

Now I am worried about her SpringField lists, cause i didn't get to check finish and it had to be delivered down already. Though i checked once a few days before, I'm still worried there are missing things. Then today she go ask my lab supervisor to ask me about how i packed the antibiotic discs. See, now i am starting to doubt how i packed them and scare that there are tubes i missed putting the antibiotic discs in. Worse, in addition, i am beginning to think there are missing items and feel like packing another's class worth of logistics just in case.

Aiya! I think mine is not really the serious type of OCD because according to the web, it is time to seek treatment only when these symptoms start affecting the normal daily functioning of a person. I think it is just the internship that cause my OCD to become worse than before internship. Haha.


2/3/2012 Friday.

*~GuiFang~*


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