This week, or rather this whole month, I did a lot of handicrafts... A pair of earring on that week i was going pub, a ring on wednesday (22 feb) and polymer clay on saturday.
Guess i was too stress recently. Like over the fyp grouping and over itp.
I sort of forget all about my troubles when i do some DIY things....
Recently I felt really stress over my itp. The assignments i was given and especially when I have to assist in science workshop in schools. I really dislike going to secondary school because I am not confident in dealing with the students' questions. And especially when I don't know what is the expectation of the staffs too. What i thought was good may not be the case for them, which was why i felt stress working there.
And my damn supervisor kept giving me horrible grades! I don't understand why. First, when I thought I wrote until very nice in my log book, the grades she gave was bad. Second, I wrote very little in my log book and the grades was worse. Third, I wrote full 2 pages and the grades worsen. Seriously, what does she wants?!
And i really damn hate her attitude. I think i did more than someone in the company and yet my grades was same as that person. WHAT IS THIS!! I am so unlucky to get her as my sub-supervisor and she happen to be the one marking my log book. Honestly i don't freaking care anymore. No matter what i wrote the grades will still be bad, what for i put so much time and effort into writing the log book if all the grades were bad.
Anyway, I already told myself that i shouldn't care so much about the grades. But what i really dislike was that my grades was bad because of that type of people. And i really hate getting myself reflected badly because of that type of people.
Seriously, I lost a lot of opportunities in this internship! Firstly, i got attached to a low-level lab, didn't get exposed to a lot of high tech equipments or get to read recommended journals. Secondly, I lost a very important opportunity to go to China DuJiangYan for OCIP, especially when i already made many friends in the team. And i was SUPER DISAPPOINTED AND IRRITATED that i cannot go. I really felt that I would have gain more going for the OCIP than in the internship.
But despite all that were lost, I also gained a lot of experience through this internship. Like People relationship, the reality i faced with that staff, getting a bit more confident in lab skills than i used to, knowing that i am not suitable for lab work and most importantly, the likelihood of not being suitable in science industry.
THANKS AR!
28/2/2012 Monday.
*~GuiFang~*
Went to help out in my sister's wedding photoshoot on 23 February (took a half-day leave to do so). It was a nice experience though i didn't do much on that day. Just help them packed lunch (chicken rice), helped out in taking bag, help pull the gown when needed and helping the photographer to hold the flashlight for camera at night.
I didn't know that taking wedding photoshoot is a long process. They started from 11.20am and the photoshoot ends only at around 9pm. Anyway, we went from being indoor to outdoor photoshoot at Sungei Buloh Wetland Reserve (4pm) and then to night photoshoot at Marina Bay Sands (7pm plus).
Haha, at least after this experience, I know what to do for wedding photoshoot next time already. Like should consider about which part of a location to take photo and consider some posing position from magazine. And also know what to expect in wedding photoshoot, haha.
Groom's Bowtie!
Bride's hair accessories!
Yesterday was my first time going to a club and I really enjoyed it! We went in at 1130pm and i leave at around 2.45am because the person who are driving us home are going home.
It was actually a fun Xperience though! Especially when we hit the dance floor. It was actually after those dance that i really feel dizzy or drunk. I didn't think i drank a lot because my sister told me those jars of drinks at our table are not hard liqour though.
Haha, and though i'm dizzy, i actually manage to tweet when otw home. Because i was really dizzy and have to focus on something, so i kept tweeting. I was so dizzy until i didn't even bother to remove my makeup or bath. But actually throughout the whole time, i was awake and actually aware of what is happening around me. But just don't know why i feel very dizzy. I also kept laughing to myself. Guess I'm drunk but not THAT drunk?
Haha, it was a really unforgettable night! I want to go again! But expensive though. Yesterday get to drink a lot was because Jason won a $1000 voucher at ZOUK.
19 February 2012. Sunday.
*~GuiFang~*
After having some nice cold caramel coffee, we went to walk from chinatown to esplanade. In the midst, we walk past this street that is filled with clubs. It was a bit overwhelming though. Then we reach Fullerton Hotel! That street has a very nice scenery, with the blue bridge and MBS in sight!
Afterwards, we went to esplande and sit along the platform to watch the lights show at MBS that begins at 11pm. We watched from afar so can only see laser lights and MBS lighting up in an array of colours! You all should go and check it out too! Every day at 8pm there will be a show.
So by the time we finish watching, it's already 1120pm. As we were looking for the car park to mrt, we saw 2 policeman. Haha, in the end, They directed us to the correct car park to mrt.
By the time we reach our house's mrt, it's already 12am. And instead of going home straight away, we went to the 24hr indian shop nearby and ate prata! It reminds me of the time at Malaysia eating prata with my CCA mates. So missing those times!
After the night yesterday, i felt so disoriented today... Must have had a really fun outing yesterday. First time so late then reach home and everything felt so surreal...
*~GuiFang~*
